Monday, November 19, 2007

Life sucks, Part II

Okay, so I'm really getting tired of life just sucking. Nick and I finally felt like we were in a good place and things start to shift for the worse again.

I gave Nick a very special gift for his birthday, I told him he was going to be a daddy. Last night my body changed it's mind though and so now we are so disappointed. We want so badly to have children and after the last miscarriage I thought we would be safe from another. Guess life just doesn't work that way unfortunately.

I'm trying to forget it and move on as quickly as possible. I have started with the holiday decorations and am hoping to get some baking done on Friday! I'm so looking forward to it. It sounds like I'm going to have a ton of kids that want to come help me too! It makes baking even more fun when you get to share it!

Well I suppose I better cut this one short today so I can go get some rest!

1 comment:

Kristi said...

Jen, have you seen a specialist?? I didn't even know you were pregnant until Kev said something this morning. Let me know if there is anything I can do.