Sunday, December 27, 2009

A little bit of nothing

The girls first Christmas came and went! It was a wonderful time since my family was able to get together for the first time since Charlotte's diagnosis. They had a great time and got some awesome gifts.

As we approach the new year there are so many things that I'm reflecting on and I'm hoping that I'll be able to finally answer them. Mia and Kat are almost a year now and life is drastically different than a year ago today!

I just wanted to take the time to say we are all well and I will be writing more later! Please check out my new blog for my newest endevor

Sending out lots of good luck for your new year!

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Where to go from here?

Okay so most of you know that I am a anal retentive person about lists and always trying to get organized and planning and all the jazz! Boy do I wish I could give that up sometimes. It's exhausting. Since I rarely fly by the seat of my pants it feels like I'm constantly trying to work out when I'll be doing what and figure out how to finish all that I would like to do with this life!

I haven't got much done with the book but it is more organized so I can go through it a little easier! I am very happy about that. I am hoping that over the next couple days I'll have some time to work on it since I have Friday, Saturday, and Sunday off. I'm really hoping to get a lot of things done, but we'll see.

Okay, well it's time to get some work done, we'll see how much I can get done before 2:30! Wish me luck!

Friday, August 21, 2009

New Realizations Every Day

I swear it's amazing how you can do the same thing day in and day out and suddenly it hits you, why? I had one of those moments last night. I was doing my last check in with the girls before I went to bed. I looked at those beautiful little babes and I was in love all over again. The best part of it was I want to be a better person because of those girls. I learn so much from them and I know that they are learning a lot from me. I want them to have the best they can possibly have and I'm sure that every parent does. I realized that slowly what I do will shape these little girls minds and so I better be on my best behavior. Mia waved at the cat yesterday, she waved and me several times today and giggled at how proud she was of herself. And then Katrina tonight decided to join right in. So I had two smiling little girls waving at me and all I could do was laugh!

So tonight I am bringing out my book. No more excuses. No more bologna. It's time to work and make my little girls proud of me. I will do it for my girls so they can see we can all reach our dreams.

Sunday, June 28, 2009's been over a year!

I seriously didn't think that it's been that long since I wrote, but I guess it has. I'm not taking much time to write now, just taking the time to start writing something again. I really have had a strange but thought-provoking weekend. I realized a lot about myself and who I want to be. Having Mia and Kat in my life has made me realize I want a lot more of myself then I let myself get away with. Some big decisions were made and I really feel a lot better about myself and my direction.

Well I said it was going to be short, and short it is. But this is only the beginning. I will be writing more and definitely sharing the changes going on!